Pain
HI MY NAME IS STASSIA..I AM 26 YEARS OLD AND I AM LIVING IN PAIN BECAUSE OF THE DECSIONS I HAVE MADE IN THE PAST. MY MOM AND DAD RAISED ME UNTIL I MET MY BABY'S DAD AND I RAN AWAY AND I KEPT DOGGING MY FAMILY FOR A GUY I THOUGHT LOVED ME. I GOT PREGNAT WHEN I WAS 24 AND HAD MY SON IN 2005. THEN I MET MY FIRST BLACK GUY HE WAS MY EVERYTHING MY WORLD. WE FINALLY FELL IN LOVE AND WE HAD INTERCOURSE AND WE WAS COOL UNTIL HATAZ CAME AND MESSED IT UP FOR US. MY SUPPOSED TO BE EVERYTHING TURNED HIS BACK ON ME AND NOW I AM STUCK WITH TYPE 1 HERPES AND HE WON'T EVEN GIVE ME A SHOT WITH HIM AND I BEEN CHANGED FOR HIM. NOW HE IS BACK TO WHERE HE WAS CUZ OF ME. NO OTHER PERSON WOULD DO WHAT I DID FOR HIM. I THEN MET MASS OTHER BLACK GUYS WASN'T REALLY INTO THEM BESIDES ONE WHO I THOUGHT LOVED ME AGAIN...BUT HE WOULD HIT ME, ABUSE ME, AND CHEAT ON ME AND NOBODY WOULD HELP ME..EVERYBODY WOULD TURN ME DOWN.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID TO THESE PEOPLE FOR THEM TO DO ME THE WAY THEY DO ME... THANKS TO NEW HOPE I AM A DIFFERENT PERSON AND I DON'T LET NO GUY GET ME DOWN. NOBODY GOING TO PUT ME DOWN ANYMORE. GOD BLESS EVERYONE